Excited^^

13/02/2010

Today,Oliver sent me a message.He ask me that whether can help him top up RM10 or nt...That time,I'm at home so I said that i can't help...But I know that's the is only way i can sms with him.
Did I'm so fool?He treat me like this,I also can't treat him cruel...I just don't make situation become more worse than before...I just want him to know,if all people didn't care,me-as his friend will always care him and beside him when he needs anyone beside him...I know what he happen before,I still get abit worry about him...But i think he won't treat me as friend anymore...I didn't hope anything,just want to see him happy,that's ok~
I will just only see him from the angle that he won't see me;hear his voice from far away;I won't let him see me if he's not happy when see me...Now,he still very improtant for me...I can't control myself,just can't stop thinking about him~I hope I can do anything for him now...I know it can't like before,we can't be like before...Just because he didn't love me anymore,nothing will happen on us now...I just love to be beside him no matter what happen!I hope I can help him abit...I'm so appreciate the time we together...4months no so long,but he just makes me so love him...makes me can't forget what we had done before,it just so sweet for me...I really love him deeply~Why I just can be with a guy that I love,for a long time or forever??
Oliver,you're still the one who is so important in my heart~Will i forget u after 1month?or 2months,3months,6months,1year?!Why you leave me when I love you deeply and hope can do more things for you?Maybe love is like that...It won't happen like you want...I just keep hurt myself again and again...Be a fool in love again and again...But I still believe got true love in this world~I will find it,right?Should I believe LOVE again?Should I??